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Wednesday, December 14th, 2005
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i have friends and i keep them close, but for some reason they are only my good friends for about 2 years and then we never hang out anymore...is it me? i dont see how it could be. im sincere, i dont talk shit, im always there whenever they need me. i guess they arent worth it if they dont want to be in my life. i just wish i could have someone there that i can count on. maybe i need to settle down and get a girlfriend?
here is a list of things that i should change about myself:
1. sometimes i am too passive about things, it's usually because i dont care, however i should speak up more.
2. i self-medicate my problems with drugs and alcohol.
3. i have a shitty job
4. no college education.
5. im lazy
6. im paranoid
7. i see shit (you wouldnt believe me if i told you)
im thinking about checking myself into an institution of sort. i dont have the money for a shrink so i think thats the best option.
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i have friends and i keep them close, but for some reason they are only my good friends for about 2 years and then we never hang out anymore...is it me? i dont see how it could be. im sincere, i dont talk shit, im always there whenever they need me. i guess they arent worth it if they dont want to be in my life. i just wish i could have someone there that i can count on. maybe i need to settle down and get a girlfriend?
here is a list of things that i should change about myself:
1. sometimes i am too passive about things, it's usually because i dont care, however i should speak up more.
2. i self-medicate my problems with drugs and alcohol.
3. i have a shitty job
4. no college education.
5. im lazy
6. im paranoid
7. i see shit (you wouldnt believe me if i told you)
im thinking about checking myself into an institution of sort. i dont have the money for a shrink so i think thats the best option.
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Sunday, September 18th, 2005
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my parents now know that i smoke the herb, i dont think they really care as long as my little brothers dont see me and im not getting in trouble with it. i mean why would they have a problem with it, my dad grew up in the 60s and my grew up in the 70s definitely both pot heads in their day. anyway im out on tour with The A.K.A.s and Nashville Pussy (haha). Nashville Pussy fucking rocks. they have to chicks in the band one of which being the lead guitarist and she fucking shreds better than any dude ive ever seen. rock and fucking roll motherfuckers.
greg
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Saturday, June 11th, 2005
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Happy birthday Laur...love you <3333
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and tonight i drank a can of Crem de Coconut...ok, for those of you who dont know what that is...its that coconut cream that they put in pina coladas....looks like jizz....tastes delicious...anyway...i chugged the thing and made like 50 bucks...then puked for an hour....its the grossest thing ever...plus it has 400 times the amount of your daily saturated fat content...it was gross.
and im getting a sidekick.
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Wednesday, May 25th, 2005
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thats where i am right now. i just ate an amazing chicken parm sandwich. mmmmmmm it was good. anywho, im almost on the west coast, everything is going awesome so far. except for the fact that my ipod went bananas on me and everything got deleted....im pretty bummed right now. i need my pod.
im really fucking tired. i need to get some sleep. doors are in an hour and a half and im not ready at all...nor have i showered in the past 5 days. i need to do so imediately. it sucks...we havent gotten a hotel at all. and our new bus is kinda small.
as much as i would rather stay on with Finch this summer, Warped Tour is looking more and more appealing. i just found out that my Friends Lisp and Trent will be touring with my chemical romance during this years Warped Tour. Lisp will be doing merch and Trent is tattooing...im stoked. Trents going to do my alkaline trio leg sleeve.
so this club that im at is really fucking amazing. apparently its owned by Prince...yes THEE Prince! and half of it is all dark and has planets and stars glowing all over the ceiling and walls and the other half is made up to be like an inchanted forest...i feel like im at Disney World!!!!!!!
so everything is good and i cant wait to come home and see my friends. miss you!
greg
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Wednesday, May 18th, 2005
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right now im in boston the last date for us in the east coast. im excited for the west coast dates, i get to go to seattle and san francisco...theres a rumor that when we are in san fran we are hanging out with Matt Skiba....yeah umm hi, hellllooooo....matt fucking skiba. i want to worship the devil with him and do lots of absinthe...haha just kidding, or not.
im seriously thinking about worshiping the devil for real. i mean i dont really have any faith in religion but i do like the devil a whole lot. so what do i really have to lose? just my soul really? and thats not too much. i wish i was a wizard, like in harry potter. i would be a badass wizard.
so boston sucks. theres nothing to do. Derek just traded his bass guitar for a home sound system. hahaha sucker.
i think im also going to get really good with internet stuff, like web design and shit. i have a little bit of down time and it would be so easy to just sit on the bus and do it. i wanna learn a lot of flash stuff.
anywho, gots to get goin.
gregore
p.s. go buy the new alk trio ablum when it comes out on the 24th!!!!
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went to the bar tonight, saw a lot of old friends and of course tim and art. it was a good night. saw Lu she was workin her ass off so i didnt really get to spend a lot of time with her, but thats understandable. she looked cute.
i leave sunday. i have mixed feelings about that. i want to go, but i dont. but of course im going to go. we'll see for how long though.
i wrote a couple new songs...im looking for someone who wants to listen, im anxious to play them for someone.
greg<3
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it twas a good night <3
greg
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is going to be a really good day. i have a tattoo appointment at 12:30 then i have i have a tea date that night at 10:47, with probably one of the cutest most awesome girls i have ever met. im really excited, i havent been out with a girl in a long time. im dont really get nervous about these sort of things because i feel that if you just be yourself then you have nothing to worry about and if she doesnt like you then its not worth it to date a girl who doesnt like you for who you are.
am i right? anyway wish me luck...
gregore <333
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this weekend was amazing, party central at Bamboozled. Tim and Arty just keep getting more amazing. <3
i got to see A it was good seeing her. she needs to cheer up and hang out with me more. R hung out too, it was nice seeing her as well.
i cant wait to see my friends some more and then get back on the road, because i cant stand being home when my friends arent around. i just wind up just sitting around getting drunk/high by myself...not really a bad thing, a lot of good songs have come out of it.
gregore <3
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Wednesday, April 13th, 2005
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im in denver not aspen but whatever....so i was getting on the plane to go to vegas and they found a hydrolic leak so no the flight is pushed back. now i have to fly to Phoenix and then to cali. i wont get there until 7:20 pm but thats california time...not east coast time...so i officially hate my life.
not to mention that i had breast milk spill all over my bags and i had to sit next to a fat annoying thug who insisted on listening to rap the whole flight with his head phones around his neck.
sweet
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im at the wonderful Newark airport waiting for my flight to board. i still have another hour. i wish i could have gone to the city last night to hang out with R and A but i was super busy. anyway, i have 3 layovers...its gonna suck
newark-chicago
chicago-denver
denver-vegas
vegas-cali
i have an hour to spend in each place...maybe i'll get married when im in vegas. do some shots at the bar.mmmmmm shots.
anyway, call me tomorrow. i want to hear from everyone.
greg
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i leave for tour in wednesday, i fly out at 10:20 in the AM.
last night was incredible...margaritas all around, kamakazi shots, and cookie cakes mmmmmm. it was good to see everyone before i leave.
TONIGHT I HAVE A DATE! wooohooo. its a cuddle date. shes German, she just moved here from Berlin. im a sucker for foreign girls with tattoos.
i did some yard work today and i got way sunburned on my back. i need to get more tattoos. im so broke :(
anyway gotta go musk up, i think im gonna go with London Gentleman, wait no Black Beards Delight....or i'll just the special stuff for her....SEX PANTHER by: Odion. just a couple dabs of this stuff and we'll be doing the no pants dance in no time. It's made with real bits of panther, so you know its good. - ANCHORMAN !!!!!!!! sorry im bored.
greg
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AMAZINGNESS!!!! this should already be known to everyone. I just thought i would re-state the obvious.
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so lately i've been craving attention. i just want a girl who wants to have fun and cuddle, i want a girl who doesnt care what her friends think of me, im tired of being rejected i need some one who doesnt mind just laying around and watching movies all day or just getting up and driving to florida. i need to find love.
greg
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Saturday, March 26th, 2005
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long time no update. just got home from tour... AMAZING!
after tour i went to St. Louis to visit the boys with tim and arty. it was an incredible time.
went to R's last night. she went to bed early...bummer.
im home for like 5 more days then im back out on the road. (hopefully) i got an offer but its not definite yet. if i do go it will be with Straylight Run. the other bands on the tour are. Gratitude, minues the bear, the honorary title and spital field....its an amazing tour. im stoked on it. plus i'll be making 400 a week.
greg
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hey...i havent updated in a while. the internet hasnt been to accessable. anyway im at my house right now about to eat some breakfast. the guys are sleeping still.
tonight starts a new tour. should be a lot of fun.
i made some really good friends on the last tour and im going to miss them a lot. it sucks because i didnt take a lot of pictures at all...but this tour i will.
i get to see aly, tim and rebecca tonight!!!! i really excited to see them.
anyway... im tired...i'll probably go take another nap...later
greg
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Monday, February 21st, 2005
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well im at R's right now, im staying the nigt with T and D and A, im drunk. its fun. anywah tour is amazing im having an awesome time.
<3 greg
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